FIRST LOVE?

It started with a simple touch,
my arm resting on your leg.
As I felt your hand on my neck,
my whole body just relaxed.
You gave peace to my mind,
without knowing.
Your hold, so gentle, but strong,
your touch, an arousal of ecstasy.

WAITING

Waiting, waiting, waiting,
for the day when you will come again.
When you will enter my world,
and make my fears vanish.
I wait patiently,
knowing soon you'll be here.
You will come back again,
for you had to go away.
You had to leave,
but deep in my heart I understand.
It was not your fault,
for it was fate that tore us apart.
But, we have love in our hands,
and destiny is on our side.
So, I am just waiting here for you,
waiting with open arms.
I know, as time will tell,
fate will bring us together.

IS THIS REAL?

You're so close,
yet so far away.
I feel the warmth,
of your breath on my neck.
The want in my soul is growing stronger,
and my mind is growing weak.
I cannot escape the power which holds me,
that holds me transfixed to your mind.

You caress my skin with your fingertips,
this you do as you sleep.
Are you undressing me,
is it me you're really touching?
Is it me you want,
or are you thinking of another?
I want to know, but dare not ask,
for your answer could bring pain.

Why are you laying here with me,
for comfort? I can't tell.
You must be content, or you would not be here,
with your arms around me.
As you wake you smile,
and say you're as happy as can be.
You've answered and now I now,
my mind is at a rest.

YOU SHOWED ME, YOU GAVE ME

I lay waiting, in the green grassy meadows of tomorrow.
Waiting for you, the one who gave this happiness to me.
You, who opened up my mind to life.
Who helped me, discover that I could love again.
You showed me, that you were there for me.
You showed me, that not all love was cruel, but kind.

You guided me, to your heart.
And my spirit, was free.
You gave me, a new kind of hope.
One which, I had not known before.
You gave me, a new reason for living.
And you willed me, to go on.
And I will, we will, together.
We will go on together, until death swallows us.

THE NIGHT IS YOURS

The night is yours
and you lay silent.
I shift slightly
to look at your face.
So sweet and innocent
like a sleeping child.
I touch your cheek
so soft and smooth.
I brush your hair back
lightly with my hand.
Your eyes open
and look straight into mine.
I freeze
not knowing what to say.
I smile
and you reply.
You move closer
and wrap your arms around me.
You close your eyes
with a sigh.

SEARCHING

You touch my soul,
and you reach deep inside.
You sense all my pain,
and feel my every need.
You read my desires,
my hopes and my dreams.
You see what life has done,
how it's torn me apart.
You see all my hate,
my anger and my love.
You reach for my happiness,
it's nowhere to be found.
You struggle,
but, you find nothing.
A tear drops,
from the corner of your eye.
You withdraw,
your search is at an end

DESIRING YOUR TOUCH

Desiring your touch
the very essence of your soul.
To feel your body meeting mine,
the warmth of your soul.
To see the passions that burn within,
the very pureness of your heart.
The longing of my heart
and the weakness in my mind.
For us and our souls
our bodies to entwine.

SURRENDERING TO YOUR LOVE

I wander through the darkness,
not knowing where my body takes me.
But soon, I know,
I will discover where it's leading me.

Something is willing my soul,
I know not what.
But, it is pulling me forward,
pulling me closer to it.

A deep passion burns inside me,
it rises from the depths of my soul.
A willingness to surrender,
to surrender to your love.

YOU SHOWED ME

In the field of emotions
my heart jilts,
and from the corner of my mind
a feeling of belief rises.

A feeling of hope
of which you gave to me,
when you opened my mind
to this cruel world.

The world in which we breathe
which we live our lives,
and in it you showed me
how to survive.